Married2Music

Went to pyramid for class yesterday, went to drop someone off at college after, got stuck in the jam for about 20 mins just to go back to a place which was 5 mins away.

Went back to starbucks where Aisya, Lili and Daph were there. I sat there and broke down. I feel fucking useless and weak. I hate crying. Call me an ego-ist, but i really hate crying. I told them i felt like i was being used and i am too nice. They told me to stop being so nice but i can’t. They say change it. I’m sick of change. I changed last semester and had thee worst time of my life cause i was alone at home though there were 4 people there.

I am not stressed. I am getting enough sleep compared to everyone else. I hate getting freakin mens. cause i get bad post pms. I just needed to cry. But nothing much has been bothering me.

Except a few people.

Sorry.